I am a little depressed. (Maybe a LOT depressed.)
I went to parlor to hear live music, but became upset because, after years of suggesting, cajoling, complaining, people ate still seated in the doorway blocking the entrance. There are empty seats inside that are not available because the doorways are blocked. I could hear the music okay, but left after a few minutes. Upset...for no real reason.
Thee are folks who live here who never leave their rooms. They prefer to sit and watch televsion. Today, I am one of them. I prefer to sit atthe computer to going out of my room.
I had signed up to go on a bus trip to a casino this morning, but cancelled that, too.
This was the day I planned to go have my car "smogged" (certified smog free) so I could renew my registration, and I am doing nothing about that, either.
I have become a LUMP. I sit at my computer day after day. I play my keyboard for myself day after day. I nap in the day time.
What will happen when I become one of THEM? One of those recluses who, like Howard Hughes, prefer to sit in a darkened room watching mvies I have seen a million times before, playing the same songs over and over, typing feeble entries in my journal?
That horrible time seems to be drawng closer. No wonder I am depressed.